why do I have to care so much?

I guess it should mean we're perfect. He picked someone who would care. a lot. she picked someone who would keep on needing her to care. but what if she doesn't want to anymore? but she cares to much about him to let it go. fuck it. why do I have to care so much that its been so long? it doesn't matter. There's nothing wrong with it. everything's fine. I shouldn't want to let it go. maybe I'm just bored. maybe I feel pressured to do things to make him happy. maybe I'm tired of caring. Fuck it. I don't care.