how long will children remain?

I started reading books again. and the bahroom wall on facebook. and drinking coffee. my face hurts. im bored. I depend too much on my boyfirend. my life is gonna suck cuz im entirely not motivated. If I could i seriously would get high, and then just stay that way forever.  but i cant. w/e.    I've spent my vacation doing nothing but soak in the bitter lives of other via THE INTERNET. theres like no more firefly to drink. but dont get me wrong. IM HAPPY! not because of anyhting specific, just that im not depressed and my life dosnt suck that bad.