winter

winter is a time of many things.
winter is the time of food and warm things to keep us happy.
winter has classically been a time of struggle and discontent, but with everybody being held together with love and Christmas spirit or some shit like that. I just like the snow. It silently engulfs everything. its not intrusive, but it just politely forces the world into stillness.

It's Wednesday. next Wednesday is the third of December. I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'll have time to think about it over break. I'm feeling better about going to California for Christmas. then I'll have time away from life. I'll still be with a friend so I can talk about things, so it's better than a family trip in that way. But I won't really have to deal with balancing things, and different people and stuff. I maybe can just stop for a bit.
I dunno.