someday...maybe...or not.

Happiness.
the little looks
and feelings
and
small gestures
that make you feel
good.
Some people
are ambitious.
thinking,
if I
can reach this
through
my thoughts,
my words,
my doings,
I can reach better
through
more thoughts,
more words,
and
more doings.

But some
they are
not
ambitious.
they feel,
that because they are
happy
where they are,
they'd better
stay safe
and
leave well enough
alone.

but,
the problem,
is that
often,
the not
highly ambitious
person
is also more
in tune
to other people
and their
happiness.

so,
what to do,
when taking that step
for another
that will also
bring you self satisfaction
requires you
to risk your bliss
and allow
for a little more
ambition?

Well of course
take the step
nothing's easy
and if you don't
then
what kind of a person
are you?

and some
they take that step
reach the land of victory.
where you feel like you are
the best
fucking person
on the planet.

and some
they try to take the step.
but somehow,
for some reason
they trip
and crash their happiness
and
without something to keep them up
they have nowhere to go.
thats the end
for some.


or maybe just me.

"love can mend your life but love can break your heart"
-sting and the police