in matters of the heart.or mind, or soul...

I really do not make any sense whatsoever. and I don't think that's fair to anyone. but I can't really make it any better, because I don't really understand it myself. and that's really quite frustrating. as I'm sure it is to others as well. but still, it's my fault, and so I suppose it should be known that I, being not sane of mind, am just really confusing myself and should probably just figure out what the hell I'm doing.or what I want. but even when I figure that out, I probably won't go seeking it, snce I've already wreaked so much havoc.yet still, I delude myself.