Currently, and not so currently

So, as you probably know, I'm sick today. The flu, unfortunately, which is rather disturbing, seeing as I got the flu shot earlier this year. Stupid doctors. All I can stomach is tea, water, and toast. Anyway, I've been spending my time looking through my old documents, And found that I've written some pretty awesome ones in Mike Levy's journalism class. I think I'll have to take another of his classes sometime, because he seems to generate good writing from me. Also, I found a few little things that I think I wrote last year:

All I know
is that I don't know
what to do,
or what to say.
All I can do
is to ask you
just to help me
get through today.
If I don't ask for help,
I can never get through
the walls that enclose
my imagination.
Trapped in my head
with thoughts
and feelings.
I can't run away.

And this one, I'm not sure if I wrote it to myself, or to somebody else.

Cheer Up
It's the end of school.
We've got a fun summer
for once.
You've got lots of friends,
And a sweet boyfriend,
Laura is over Gaelen.
I won't be lonely for the rest of my days
Gaelen is actually happy.
Strawberry ice cream tastes good.

well, I'm pretty sure I didn't write it for Laura, Gaelen, or any guy. But who???