Love

tis funny. love is. there are so many ways that so many different people express it, and that makes sense, because it seems there are only a handful of words to express what really is millions of different feelings for different people and different times and different loves. I mean, there is friend love, and lover love, and family love, and food love, and pet love, and inside each of those categories, there are millions of other categories. but its all so specific, and there are so many different meanings, i guess its nice that it all just falls under "love".

martha my dear
though I spend my days in conversation
please
remember me
martha my love
don't forget me
martha my dear

hold your head up you silly girl
look what you've done
when you
find yourself inthe thick of it
help yourself to a bit of
what is all around you
silly girl

take a good look around you
take a good look you're bound to see
that you and me
were meant to be
for each other
silly girl.

And I'm waiting for you to follow me...

soupsoup. I've been listening to the who a lot today. I've also been feeling very.. i dont remmeber now. i want soup and fish. i think the latter is more likely for didndins tonite. but all is well. im gonna try and post again in a while. my thoughts are not flowing as they should be. maybe dinner will flush out the writers block.

I am a rock, I am an island

a song in my head

A winters day
In a deep and dark december;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Ive built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
Its laughter and its loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Dont talk of love,
But Ive heard the words before;
Its sleeping in my memory.
I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

Poetry at ten.

input please. but mind you, this is the non- edited version of some words that came to me as I was falling asleep last night.

Tiptoe around
the dark pool
between us
waiting
for one
to slip
fall in
and with a splash
drown in the dark
But all hope's
not lost
slide in
no splash
we'll float
on the treacheries
of conversation.

I never noticed you, and now I worship you...

I'm listening to Superfriend right now. I feel kinda lonely, but loved. I should Be quoting Exploration of Space by Cosmic Gate, because that's what I'm thinking about, but I needed something soothing. I've been thoughtful today, but not in a sad way. not in like, a wow, amazingly kickass things happened either. yes, I had an interesting day, and interesting in a pretty good way too, but it was just interesting. something to think about. Sometimes Its just best that way. I had soup yesterday. in fact it wasn't really soup, it was chowder, but it was tasty. I don't know what kind of chowder, it was just chowder. but chowder is a kind of soup, so I am satisfied. Soup soup soup... I love soup. Its so comforting. SEXUAL EXPLORATION! I believe it is necessary. otherwise we would all turn into vegetables. Then we'd be tasty. And that's not good. Its led by instinct anyway, so there's not much we can do about it. FACE. Ting Tings- Thats not my name. I like thursdays. I make pictures. And do something else. I can't remember.I love my friends. They are my sunshine. My only sunshine. They make me happy, when skys are gray. They'll never know, dear, how much I love them, so please don't take my sunshine away.

To lift you up...

you know whats uplifting? Techno. Swedish techno. If your dying in a pit of despair, it will lift you up. all you need to do is listen, and be uplifted. totally hardcore. It is the essence of how life should be.


I can walk on water, I can fly
La La la lala la la la la la la la la lalal la la la la la la

I will never be afraid again
I will keep on fighting till the end
I can walk on water i can fly
I will keep on fighting till i die

I will never be afraid again
I will keep on fighting till the end
I can walk on water I can fly
I will keep on fighting till i die

La La la lala la la la la la la la la lalal la la la la la la

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Vi Sitter I Ventrilo Och Spelar Dota

Vi sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA. (I hear you man.) 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA. (I feel you man.) 
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Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o springer runt o creepar o motståndet vi sleepar. 
(Lets get it on) 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o pushar på o smeker med moståndet vi leker. 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o springer runt o creepar o motståndet vi sleepar.  
(whats happening) (D-D-D-D-D-D-DOTA). 

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Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA. (I hear you man.) 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA. (I feel you man.) 
**
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o pushar på o smeker med moståndet vi leker, 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o springer runt o creepar o motståndet vi sleepar. 

(Lets get it on) 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o pushar på o smeker med moståndet vi leker, 
Vi Sitter här i venten o spelar lite DotA o springer runt o creepar o motståndet vi sleepar.  
(whats happening) (D-D-D-D-D-D-DOTA)