"and I'll stay up late, and I don't even care, that we're getting up early to go to to the state fair."

derbies

a derby is a hat.
a derby is something where women knock each other over on roller skates
a derby is a horse race
a derby is something you have to go to with ur dad to watch cars blow up.
funfunfunfunfunfun........

Secrets are predictable

My inspiration has left me. *poof* It feels refreshing to be writing again, though, after the long summer months of no writing whatsoever. after all, the was no homework, and therefor, no reason to write. I missed writing, I've realized. oh, how interesting it is that you don't realize how much you've missed something until it comes back to you.
I wonder, how does it go when you have missed something, so much that the thought of them consumes your mind, and all that you want is to see them again, but what happens when they come back? is it like the stupid movies and books where one person misses another person a lot, but when the are reunited, they find that they no longer love them; that it simply faded away, but the thought of seeing them hid the fact that they did not feel the same way? or will it be like other stupid stories, where being apart has only increased their love? or, (as I truly do hope) will everything just be the same, and go back to normal, and school will start, such a time apart will never happen again?
I do not like to appear that I care so much, for fear that I will seem a hopeless romantic, that I could not live without my love. I want to show that in fact I am independent and love my friends as much as, if not more, than any other people I am close to. if you are reading this, you are lucky, I guess, because this is the type of thing that I write because it is what my fingertips lead me to; a very spontaneous occurrence, that usually turns out more dramatic than I mean it to, so I usually get rid of it. but this is supposed to be the hidden musings of me, I guess to make up for all of the words that I've destroyed. So I'll post this as a very strange first post, and cut my ramblings short........here.

survey thing

kk, heres a survey found on some random persons blog. i thought it was cool:

001. When's the last time you ran?
yesterday

002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
some do

003. What are you dreading right now?
cleaning my house tomorrow

004. Do you celebrate 4/20?
no

005. Have you ever found anything in your parents' bedroom that was questionable?
...hmmmm.......oh yeah! a female condom, and my mom freaked out when i asked what it was.

006. Favorite ice cream?
moosetracks

007. When was your last doctor's visit?
umm.... idk. never had my seventh grade physical, that was the last "mandatory" one.

008. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
yeah, usualy

009. Which shoe do you put on first?
right

010. "First Loves Are Never Over;" is this true for you?
idk. i'm still on my first.

011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
no.

012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find you wearing?
it depends... today i did something radical and got dressed. i usually just wear whatever clothes I find on the floor thrown over my underwear/sleeping garments (i have a brother living with me)

013. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
lol. making comfort cookies and eating them all.

014. Have you ever been on your school's track team?
no we dont have one

015. Do you own a pair of Converse?
yes, one very sad pair of red plaid ones, ( i need new shoes)

016. Who did you copy and paste this survey from?
don't remember their name.

017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
shit yes

018. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
yes

019. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
idk, I listen to my mom's music, which is either swing (ok) or light rock *shudder*

020. Have you ever been tied up?
yesterday. jump rope. my brother.

021. Do you watch Trading Spaces?
no

022. How do you eat oreos?
sitting on the floor of my brother's bedroom, talking about southpark

023. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
yes, i think so

024. Are you cocky?
sometimes.

025. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
no

026. What body part do you wash first?
hair

027. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms?
no?

028. Do you have an innie or an outtie?
innie.

029. What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
i havnt had them in so long, idr the flavors

030. Could you live without a computer?
i could manage.

031. do you wear shoes in the house?
I dont even wear shoes outside the house

032. Have you ever been to a gay bar?
no. sadly im not a gay man.

033. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
idr. I was little. my brother told me

034. How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
1 working phone, 2 cells

035. What do you do when you're sad?
many things. it depends on the situation. I cry really easily tho. overactive tear ducts.

036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
mmmmm, lora. cause she would prolly b having a conversation with yarra, so i'd catch them both at once.

037. Last time you saw your best friend[s]?
wednessday

038. Did you French kiss before you were 16?
Twelve.

039. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?
it depends on the day, but usualy my thoughts wander like a million miles b4 i actually loose conscience, idk who the last person is

040. Who or what sleeps with you?
depends on the night. chloe, laura, percy, yarra, stasi, emma, michael, or sophie


041. Are you/have you ever been in love?
I am

042. Pancakes or french toast?
fench toast. I dont normally like pankakes a lot

043. How do you like your eggs?
**CHEESE**

044. Are you in high school?
no

045. Is anyone on your bad side right now?
rednecks and oil junkies

046. What jewelry are you wearing?
copper wrist band with aztec geometric designs etched in, woven wire bracelet with black rock in the middle, silver swirly type ring, hemp anklet I've been wearing since like march, little red ring on a dog tag chain, and my little green stone turtle necklace
047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?
gmail

048. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
i thik so...

049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
no

050. How do most people spell your name?
leah

051. Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
yeah, currently holding a shirt hostage while contemplating how to get mine back.

051. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you rather not wash?
towel i guell, cuz i dont need it as much

052. What was your childhood nickname?
lulubell, Ax,

053. when was the last time you played air guitar?
couple days ago in the car while dad was trying 2 talk 2 me

054. Where do you work?
my neighbors house

055. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
we dont have locker rooms. ive been in the guys bathroom b4 tho. smells like piss. unlike our bathroom

056. What are you doing tomorrow?
cleaning

057. Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
not even close

058. Favorite name for a girl?
... dammit i just thought of one. 4got tho. AHA! Roxanne. i like names that start with R

059. Favorite name for a boy?
Jude and Ian

060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
yes, if their name sux

061. Your favorite restaurant you don't get to eat much at?
ithaca bakery?

062. When is the last time you left your house?
this morning getting the mail

063. Have you ever bitten your toenails?
wen i was little.

064. Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
no

065. Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
scrunch

066. How do you eat your steak?
mm, dont really eat red meat that much....

067. Do you return your cart?
yeah....

068. About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
depends on what underwear im wearing and/or who i'm hanging out with

069. Do you have a dishwasher?
yes

070. What noise do you hear?
marvin gaye (regrettably)

071. Would you survive in prison?
yeah

072. Next concert you hope to go to?
dunno

073. What was the last thing you ate?
pizza bagel

074. When was the last time you said I love you and meant it?
getting off the phone with stasi

075. Do you have any strange phobias?
....cant think of any at the moment

076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would be most likely to over pack?
yarra or laura

077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
no

078. How many shoes do you own?
5

079. Have you ever been cow-tipping seal-clubbing or snipe-hunting?
nope.

080. When is the last time you ate peanut butter?
july... in new jersey..

081. What service is your cell phone?
dont fucking have one

082. What's for dinner?
something from napoli

083. What's the last thing you purchased?
underwear

084. Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
if im realllllyyyy lucky. my brother bought me popcorn a couple months ago

085. Where is your cell phone?
purgatory

086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring?
it hasnt even gotten to have that kind of luxury.

087. What brand are your pants right now?
aero? theyre my brothers old cuttoffs

088. Ever been to Georgia?
no

089. Did you eat breakfast this morning?
no

090. Do you like marshmallows?
it depends

091. What irritates you most on the internet?
idk

092. What brand is your digital camera?
idk

093. Do you watch movies with your parents?
sometimes with my mom

094. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
yeah

095. Have you ever played naked Twister?
lol. no

096. What song best describes your life right now?
I want you- the beatles

097. Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
ah donna lika da scents

098. Are you taking college classes right now?
no

099. Have you ever cut off a limb?
i got 10 fingers 10 toes, 2 arms and 2 legs. i never had any more than that.... as far as I remmeber

100. Will the world end in fire or ice?
ice or global warming. not actuall flames tho

101. Do you like sushi?
no

102. Do you get your hair cut every month?
no

103. Do you go online everyday?
not in the summer